Turn Tail

Turn tail and run. That's what's been ringing in my head for a while now. Coincidentally a new song from the Young Knives as well. I haven't articulated how I really felt recently because it's be a mileu of emotions for quite some time now.

My wish to disappear here is still there, though I have friends now that I don't think I will enjoy leaving that much. I read books that say that time passes even for us, broken hearted, broken spirited, us with broken souls. Time passes no matter how it aches, and it will not wait for us no matter how much we beg. We shant get left behind because it will just compound our present misery by adding future oportunity lost.

An upcoming opportunity to just disappear is fast approaching and I cannot turn a blind eye on a potential escape -- a fresh start. Funny this comes now when life has been... dare I say... better than crappy of late. But time passes, even for me. It's a chance to move. Just something new in this life under-appreaciation.

I know I have vowed before... but I will try to write more. In the hopes of someone reading, I will log what's in my lethargic head. Maybe someone will notice.